Blogging Sucks

it feels like every day is the same, because they all end the same. you'd think that would be a weird form of 'closure' [whatever that means] or something, but it's really not. it's almost like a back to reality moment where you realize the relative insignificance of a day in the life. weird. that's almost depressing. is it pensive, though? that's how i feel. not depressed, i think i'm just sort of settling into a routine, and it's not a routine i particularly enjoy. perhaps vacation will be a good break. perhaps getting a 'real job' after vacation will be a good restart.