sometimes, when i go and open the store at 8:30 in the morning and don't get my first customer until 10:00, i feel like i'm wasting my life. granted, i still got paid for that hour and a half i spent essentially doing nothing, but it doesn't feel right. it's not productive, it's not valuable, and it's not something i enjoy. once again, granted, this can account for a large majority of things people do with their lives, and i'm not alone in this. regardless, i still feel like i should be doing something different. hopefully i will, soon enough.
work was boring, but i got off early. came home and tried to win $100 tickets to hong kong, but that was sort of a bust. i did get cheese logs, though, which were wondrous. i'm such a fatty. we had a good confession meeting where we talked about God's love. it's interesting to talk about it from a reformed perspective, one which teaches it in light of His other attributes as opposed to using it as a starting point and defining it as essentially glorified human love. it's different. it's particular. it's sacrificial. anyway, that's all for now.
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